There is a part of me that is completely set on moving back to the United States to be with my family, but another part of me is equally set on staying here in Europe to pursue my musical goals.
How do I listen to that section? It’s challenging to try and split my time between the two places while also trying to figure out what to do. However, maybe the solution will present itself naturally and I’ll be pointed in the right direction in some other way. Perhaps if I relocated back to my condo, I would experience a sense of emptiness working for the same small local company and competing in the same antiquated rodent race as before. The desire to return home and be with my family and friends didn’t exist when I moved over here eight years ago to pursue a career in comedy. This feeling might have developed after my ex and I broke up a year ago. The town’s local corporation advised me to listen to my heart, but I’m not sure which advice to take because my heart is telling me two strange things. The best course of action for me at this time, when I’m unsure of which direction to go, may be to continue working as a Heating and Air Conditioning representative and just concentrate on my music. I also think it would be a good sign for me to stay where I am right now if I encountered love, but that hasn’t happened yet. I’m currently cleaning my apartment’s washable filter.